Tonight Chris and I sit in our RV park, it is late, it is dark the wind has died down a little. We are in a little town of Shamrock texas, just a little way from the Oklahoma border. Today was brutal, it had to rank as the most difficult 90 plus mile leg of the journey I have done to date. It was a straight run, straight road, little hills, nothing to climb, warm weather..yet the wind blew....
We started off the morning checking the local weather and radar and saw that we had 15 -17 mile headwinds, thats not too much of problem, just slows you down a little bit...but the wind got harder and stronger and it was all coming in front of me...
Mile after mile of beating and hammering, blowing relentlessly in my face, my thighs were burning, this was about as bad as any thigh work out in the gymnasium. I could not even lower my gear as I got no traction through the chain and just went nowhere, so I had to use my high gears and power through.
Mile after mile after mile..Oklahoma did not want us and Texas did not want us to leave. We ended up in Groom by early afternoon...Groom has nothing there apart from the largest Cross in the western hemisphere that measures over 190 feet tall..it was an impressive sight to see...and around the cross was a bronze re enactment of the stages of the crucifixtion..it was an honor to visit such a worthy monument..I said a prayer for my family and Chris and I departed...
I still had another 50 miles to go, back into the trenches..hard peddling...I was having gear problems..my gears were sticking...never mind I would ignore it..i could deal with it later..I needed to ride...my gears were getting worse and worse, at one point i could not change into my high gears,,something was up..at least I could move though...
Hour after hour, stuck at 12 mph is no fun at all..i was so relieved to finally see the sign for Shamrock..only another 10 miles away...
I finally made it into town, hoped into the RV with chris and trundled along to find our modest RV park for the night...when I arrived I performed surgery on the bike gears ..I think I fixed it..tomorrow will tell...it was a hard days ride..I feel like I have been beaten up..still saying all that...when I checked my email..I found my son had made me a small donation...that made it all worth while....
We are getting ready to ride into oklahoma and have a big celebration, yet today was a day of reflection...I had one of those off days emotionally, wondering why most of my friends were not returning my calls from the road, just wanting to talk for encouragment, but seemed few people were interested in talking to me..
Sometimes like to day I wonder if the point of me doing the ride has gone over peoples heads.. I think most people think I am taking a 30 day vacation from my family...or taking a cycling holiday..thats depressing for me as I sweat and burn and ache and hurt every peddle of my ride....for the first time today..I actually thought that maybe throwing a party in DC would have attracted more peoples attention than the sacrifice I am putting in all alone out here in the middle of the burning desert...with winds whipping around me like the devils after me....Then I remember that my ride just might save a childs life, it might just save my fathers life, and if all my effort does is just bring a little hope to a single patient, wondering whether they might live tomorrow because of the results of what I do today..then that gives me inspiration to continue tomorrow..
This is not easy, this hurts, this is exhausting, this is soul sapping and vicious to my body...I go to bed and I ache, i wake up and I ache, I ride my bike and I ache....Just reading your comments to me would be nice, it would give me a little encouragement ..it will make me realise you have not forgotten about me...I'm feeling lonely today
Will my ride make a difference, maybe..who knows...I can only hope so....96 miles cycled today gives us 1178 miles in 14 days
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